karma is a bitch ?

Karma , karma , karma

kar·ma  : 

Destiny or fate, following as effect from cause.

I am a peaceful person and I will go over the board with my mother Teresa's ethics and no this is not a kind of "هياط"  . I will even pretend you are a nice person so I could just move on fast without holding any grudges. Sometime shit get real and those mother teresa's ethics are no help, at this point I'll still choose not to fight or cause drama but here is what I will do. I'll start killing people inside my mind , I might even take sometime to stop and imagine me killing someone . Now, this whole mental massacring is extreme and mad!. Killing them mentally will not make you feel any better "maybe for a few seconds" and as much as I want some people to be out of my system , I'll never wish them any harm like real HARM.

SO , WHAT WILL MAKE YOUR HEART COLD , HOW WILL YOU GET YOUR REVENGE ?

Just sit around , get all zen with yourself and enjoy the karma's work. It might take sometime, especially if you are one of those who are hapless but it will eventually come.

and since today didn't happen :

Laugh

Yes, we laugh !
And yes, we know that their are some people out there suffering , hustling , hungry , sick , ding , homeless , helpless and some are living in war zones.
But we still laugh, not for anything particular but for the sake of our souls.
We laugh because we are humans. 

Laughter is the tonic, the relief, the surcease for pain.
Charlie Chaplin

 
 
 

19

It's been 19 years old since I was born. At this moment I am present and it feels good.

I freaked out a little when I started to scope into my memory to find out what did I learn, did and seen from all these years.

Here is what I am sure of:

 I have secret friends, I met them 7 years ago and they still hang out in my brain. They helped me get through intermediate school and they are still helping and that I will never forget.

I have changed not that I asked for it, it just happened.

I also know that no matter how dark some days may seem eventually it will be alright.

I am a collection of pieces from different places , times and people .

I know nothing  about the future but that’s ok, I have a day to live anyway! Why care about the future?

The place I loved the most left me homeless, but it also taught me that home is where the heart is. A great person once told me “your bed is yours” and that’s enough for me.

From now on I will stand tall and work hard on the things that makes feel happy and good. Organizing my life, eat egg sandwiches and watch films.

Can’t forget about my family, they are my favorite people on earth.

Peace from a 19 soul to whoever is reading this.

    

CupCakes

CupCakes as a title ! pretty CLESHAY I know , but let's be honest who doesn't like a yummy backed cupcakes .
" Cake in mini cups filled with chocolate chips and some love" << ok those were some random thought that just came up to my mind :|
So the Other day I backed some with the help of my Little brother Suheil and here's some  pictures of the things we did in za kitchen my friends :

Our start was pretty normal 

 Then suheil got his happy face on

That moment I Knew that boy was in for a big thing , he dumps an entire bag of chocolate chips into the cake mix 

 The boy was scared " it will taste EVEN BETTER" I declared 

the cupcakes were in the oven , in their cute cup thing 

 THEY WERE SO GOOOOD

Then abodi showd us some good eating skills

 hearts and stuff <3

  I took the recipe from here

HAVE A GOOD DAY

 

 

What will i do without my dreams ?

some day in 2010 I wanted to study in DAH .

 23 days ago I applied for a scholarship in DAH in Jeddah .

17 days ago I Knew my tofel score , 520 !

11 days ago "sorry,there is no scholarship for you " she said .

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 Nothing to be sad about , I am still a student in YUC so alhamdulillah for that and I am not sad, am just shocked and confused !

And now what will I do without my dreams ? 

One week in Yemen

The last time I was in Yemen , i was 6 years old . I loved everything about that country,our house ,the weather and the fact that this is where I belong was JUST enough . Since then my father kept on saying that next summer we will leave there again . But next summer came and we didn't go . Until last month!
 Yes !!I am 18 Years old but I want there like it was the summer of 2000 :\
Of course EVERYTHING was different until I saw our old house , our old neighbors and the faces of the people . I knew at that moment that nothing last and we are all going to change eventually . One week was my time and one week I cried my eyes out . My emotions got the best of me , Everything made me cry even the beautiful hot fresh warm bread .
It's funny how I get so attached to a place that I barely have anything in common with but somehow I just know!! ya know?! , you don't know right ? nah .
time for some COOl pics darlings !

 

 Thats the main door of our house pretty isn't ?!

 
 I love Sana'a and i can't wait to go back again <3

Catty girls

Girls are beautiful and all . But when they start hating hmmm not so good .
I am not going to blah about it but I honestly HATED when I am stuck into girls drama , this time I didn't even DO anything .
You know what I need ? I need a big Fu$k off sing on my forehead then i shall see who's ready to mess around
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Littile Omar

 My Brother and his waif had a baby boy and they name him Omar or 3omar . He's the first grand son for my parents so you can imagine how excited they are . And for me and my sisters we are his aunts " I am only explaining because i am  excited too so bear with me k " .
Actually it's quite funny how things turn to be . I never thought i would end up with little brothers nor a nephew !! Anyways it FEELs amazing . I am going to be a very protective aunt , he will ask for my help and tell me his secrets and i would listen . I am going to be the most awesomest aunt EVER   . Oh yeah and i am going to be one of those annoying people who wouldn't shut up talking about their kids ya know
HERE'S LITTLE OMAR

PICS WERE TAKEN BY MY SISTER of course.